I’m sorry to hear how difficult life is for you and your boyfriend. I’m sure it must feel really hard to know what to do and I wonder if you would like to talk with someone who would understand and maybe help you to know what to do next.
At Icarus Trust we provide support for people like you who are having to deal with a partner’s addiction because we know how hard this is. If you think it would would help please get in touch.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrst.org
Good luck.