[selfhatred]

As an addict myself I have came to terms with that side of it and realise that I do need help but unless you go to expensive rehab it’s so much harder especially if he works as I do help isn’t easy to get while working normally I use when things start getting stressful it’s like the daftest coping mechanism ever, but it does numb everything for that time and, if he is anything like me I know I have to try and find the strength to beat or ultimately I will take my own life or it will kill me

[beckym]

Yes we cant afford a private rehab and he isnt bad enough for nhs one. He was supposed to start counselling with the local dependency team the day we went into lockdown and it was near his work but its all been cancelled. Its such a hard time to need support!

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