I found support groups on Internet or your dr would now. I know how you feel I’m at my wits end my family have given up on my son my husband dosnt want to know him he his step dad but dosnt support me either I feel like disappearing but I’m his mum and so scared he going to hurt himself or kill himself what I would do if that happened I don’t know it’s such a stressful life and only people going through it understand. We all need to sound off