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So it’s a long story but ..
I have been with my now ex partner or partner I don’t no what we are now , for 6 years we have 3 children all under 5 ….
He was an occasional cocaine user but I’d say for the past 2 years started being everyday every other day kind of thing , for the past 6 months to a year he got really paranoid to the extent of it was bad also hallucinations and just mentally not there !
So 3 months ago he had a bday get together and it’s really stemmed from there he got into his head I had an affair that night which I didn’t this was with one of his family members which destroyed the family because of his accusations this lead him to be arrested due to assault on myself , then it’s gone from accusing me to one person to 5 people he made me do a lie detector test which I passed we paid 400 for this btw once I got home and passed he then accused me of going sleeping with my ex partner after the test which again wasn’t true , then saying to his family he saw me on live sex chats ect to people at night this was when he was taking the drug at the time ,
This has lead to him being arrested around 5 times in the past 3 months for assault on myself and damage to the house ,
He kept saying he would get help ect but never did I pleaded with his family to get him help but they somehow now I’m somewhat believe his lies
Well 3 weeks ago he attacked me really bad and got arrested again he didn’t get let out this time he’s now on remand untill next month and he will be getting sentenced I don’t no how long but I think a long time
Why do I feel guilty and angry at the same time he put me through hell accused me of all sorts which I haven’t done and I can’t keep trying to defend myself for something I haven’t done we have lost our home now because of him everything and I have to pick up the pieces with 3 young children who won’t see there dad again
What do I do I don’t even no what’s going through his mind he probably hates me his family haven’t even asked how me or the children our nothing we have nothing now because of him our main income was his I’ve had to go to food banks every week as I have no money untill my claims come in but somehow I feel like he’s still got the best of it a hot meal or food 3 times a day somewhere to sleep everything he needs and we are still suffering. I don’t no how he will Cope in jail I feel sorry for him but I shouldn’t has anybody else been in this situation.
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One of the main side effect from Cocaine is paranoia Cocaine adddiction is an illness pal
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It’s a nasty drug it ruins family’s like you said pal does he want to come off it at all
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K90 I hope you and your family are well. I just posted my own sad story today. So not qualified to give advise.
What happened does not sound fair. Drugs and alcohol are such terrible home wreckers. Wish you all of the very best during these difficult times.
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