I share your agony. I just want my child to be finally clean and happy. But at the moment I can never see that happening and I don’t know how much more I can take!
I’m so sad to hear how lonely you are feeling and having to deal with feeling that you have lost your daughter is heart breaking.
If you would like to talk with someone who would understand how you are feeling please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people like yourself who are affected by the addiction of a loved one. We offer a free service called ‘Family Friends ‘ who are our experienced trained volunteers. May be talking with one of them might make you feel less alone.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the very best. I hope that you can get some help for yourself.