My mum alcholic for years, she in denial and doesn’t care about how I feel at all. She wrecks everything in my life. I live with her and I can’t take anymore.
I dread christmas cos if drink and I’m afraid of my tree getting smashed up if she falls down. I wanted to get my hair done today but couldn’t cos of her being drunk.
I got anxiety , stress and paranoid from her. Everyone say she don’t want help nothing you can do . But I live in it it’s not fair. I can’t afford rent in my area I literally stuck in a nightmare. Everyday not knowing how she gunna be .
I feel like trapped