Hi Sophmum,
Please don’t apologise for your post. What you are living through is really hard and it sounds like you could do with some support for yourself.
I work for The Icarus Trust which is a charity that gives support to people who are in similar situations dealing with a family members’ addiction. We know how hard it is and have experienced trained volunteers you could talk with if you think that would be helpful.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that this is helpful. Good luck.
|The Icarus Trust