[aliyah]

Im 46 with a heroin addict partner.He smokes it but not in the house. Im so alone I cant talk to anyone. I cry all the time. I have no job and cant afford to live alone. Im very scared to be alone. But he gets on to treatment and slips up after a few months. Ive got three grown up kids from my previous marriage. I know this man will never change. After ten years hes made me see things I thought id never see. Im so low Iaactually feel like running off but I cant. Im scared im not sure why I believed his lies. I want what my friens and family have got. Normal lifes. I cry everyday when isee normal couples. Sorry for long post its my first time.

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