Hi,
Thanks for posting.
I’m sure you are right to feel the way you do and obviously your relative does need some help. Also it sounds like you are a bit on your own and with how you feel and might like some support for yourself.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer help to people like you who have to deal with the impact of a family member’s addiction. That is very hard and talking to one of our experienced trained people who would understand what you are going through, might be useful to you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.