My partner has been a heroin addict for10 years. This year he finally got clean and has been like the person I met again, a lovely caring man who I want to spend time with. Or he was until yesterday, when he went on a bender and got completely off his head. He’s now sleeping it off and I’m left dreading another Christmas, trying to deal with his mood swings, lying to family about what’s going on and generally feeling fed up. hopefully getting this off my chest to people who understand will help me get through the next few days and once the Christmas period is over I can make a clearer decision about what to do next. Thanks for listening.