Hi,
I’m sorry to hear about your difficulties, and thank you for sharing your story. it may be that you would find some help by calling the National Domestic Violence Helpline, as they will give you advice on your situation and what to do next. Their number is 0808 2000 247 and it is free to call, open 24 hours a day, and calls are confidential. You could also look at Women’s Aid’s website, they are the national charity working to keep women and children safe and they have a directory of local support services which you can find here – http://www.womensaid.org.uk/azrefuges.asp
Also you may wish to contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers support for people who are being affected by the addictions of a family member or friend. We have experienced trained people who would understand what you are dealing with, that you could talk to. Maybe that would help you to find a way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Wishing you all the best.