[lemonlover]

My live in bf is addicted to cocaine. It’s a daily rollercoaster. One day he wants help and the next he is binging.

I’m having a particularly hard time with this because I have been there too.

This is very triggering for me. I’ve started to drink more to escape my feelings and my ability to come Is… becoming very thin.

Covid hasn’t helped. I’ve worked throughout this crazy time and now that he has just gone back to worm I’m having a hard time being there emotionally for either of us.

I feel like some kind of rehabilitation program may be his best bet but he “doesn’t want to miss work” (even tho he is calling out regularly now). He has insurance but I know I can’t force the situation.

Please. Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you.

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