I’ve been with my husband for 20yrs since we were kids we have 2 beautiful children together my whole life turned upside down 3 yrs ago when he became an addict to herion I stood by him as it tore my life and family apart he went on the methadone programme and then he took up a benzo addiction to cover up his last addiction of nearly killed me now he went to treatment and do a 5 month program came out and is serving a prison sentence now for crimes he done while addiction was high my problem is I don’t no will I ever trust him again to go to the toilet for longer than 5 minutes to go shop on his own my mind thinking what’s he doing which I no isn’t fair on him either so can anyone help me a as to what helped ye gain trust back