[k90]

I don’t no what to do anymore ! This has been going on for the past 3 years my bf does cocaine ever night nearly not socially but on his own he’s up all night sleeps all day and then gets agressive towards me ! We have 3 children one from a pp and one on the way I am due in 7 weeks he works and he is the main and only income but since being paid 4 days ago we literally have nothing left because he has spent everything on cocaine then he has a go at me because we haven’t got any money left I can barely put food on the table when he’s on a downer and we have no money he says he’s sorry and it will stop but then when there is money he goes and buys it I’ve had to take loans out just to buy food for us ! I want to leave him but I’m stuck and have no we’re to go !

[debc]

Hi K90,

Welcome to the Forum, a great place to share your story and chat with people in similar situations to yourself.

I really feel for you, it must be a very distressing time especially with your forthcoming pregnancy. Have you got anyone who you can talk too? Family members or anything.

Speak to the Icarus Trust, they can help.

Being with an addict is very wearing and even harder when you have little ones relying on you. He won’t change unless he wants too, which is the sad truth about it.

I am the Mum of an addict, alcohol and cocaine, he is doing well at the moment, but it was 10 years of hell before he reached out for help.

Please take care of yourself and your children first, keep in touch on here. There is always hope.

Take care

Dx

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