Please can someone help me1my husband cannot take alcohol unlesd he has cocaine, i recently sicovered hes cooking it with ammonia household cleaner, and making it pure and then smoking it through a plastic bottle or in a cigarette, i pay for everything in r home, until last month he didnt give me a songle penny now he gives me 100 pound a month he also owes me 200 on top off that but never gives me it in full and says he has bills to pay! I have grown up children that r not his children, i fear on day they find something in my house ive told him i cannot do this anymore, like he will drink 2 or 3 times a week, which mean u know what gets bought he said hes been doin that for around 20 years… i love him with all my heart amd i cannot imagine life worhout him but this is starting to effect my mental health..im sorry for going on, i really need someone to tell, im so ashamed amd embarrassed im sorry