Thank you for sharing your story and it is good to read that things are a little better.
If you would like to talk with people who understand what you are going through please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports the family and friends of people with addictive behaviours. Talking to one of our trained and experienced volunteers might help you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
Oh god its like reading my own story! This is exactly my life since my son was 15 hes 22 now. Given up numerous times but keeps going back. Jobless homeless and given comlpletely. I hope and pray both our sons beat this awful drug. Hugs to u ????