[katrinana12]

My husband and I have been together 7 years we have 3 children together and I have 2 previous

A year in my husband done cocaine on rare nights out and then said he did when he was younger (I have never done it)

I’m in a right pickle. Reading these stories are so similar to mine.

My husband is an addict although he doesn’t see it.

I kicked him out after enough was enough. Not only were empty drug bags hidden all over the house, bottles of alcohol hidden under the bed his moods were terrible. He was almost better on it although it was like having another child around as he was so paranoid he couldn’t function or help with anything really. My husband on cocaine drinking alcohol looking threw porn became my normal life! (I know it’s mental thinking about it now)

I finally told my family and doctor what was going on. He left for a year

I was happy.

Then the virus happened and he’s had to move back home because of finances.

The first week he had it 3 times. Every time I was told he only had a little bit then threw it away!

His dealer lives 2 doors away!

I feel I have gone backwards I’m crying most days and it’s reminded me how miserable I was with him. Before the cocaine he was so lovely affectionate my best friend.

I’m so angry all over again.

I can’t afford to move out nor can he we are trying to sell the house but that will take time.

A year ago I couldn’t of wrote anything because I was a crying mess. Now I’m an angry mess I hate what he does and what he’s done to us.

[icarus-trust]

Hi Katrina,

Thanks for sharing your story.I’m so sorry that you are having such a hard time especially in this lock down situation. I can understand why you feel so angry with your husband.

If you would like some support for yourself please contact us at The Icarus Trust. Our charity is set up to support people affected by their partner’s drug or alcohol use. We have trained people called family Friends, who are very experienced at helping people, like yourself, through these difficult times. If you get in touch I can put you in touch with one of them and talking things through might help you find a way forward.

You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org

Good luck to you.

[katrinana12]

Thank you I will do that 🙂

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