Hi my cocaine habit has got worse well at least I think it has I’ve spent £200 already this week.
I live by myself and think I use it to combat loneliness. It’s just so easy to txt the dealer and I always get a rush when I go out to meet them etc.I’m a 36 year old and think I see it as enjoyment and company but I feel myself changing as a person I’ve always been a private person but now I’m doing it on my own and it’s getting more frequent. I have a good job but what’s the point of it if I’m spending it on coke!I’ve also got in trouble with work due to absences just because I’ve had no sleep :/