Hi Kk1590,
Welcome to the forum, im sorry to read your story and about your son’s addiction.
I usually post on the Theresa thread as we are all Mums of sons struggling with addictions.
We are all too aware of this familiar cycle. It shakes families to the core. It consumes our loved ones and turns them into a person we don’t know any more.
Please know that you are not alone in this, others will give you advice and support or even if you just want to vent.
The forum also has advice and the Icarus trust posts here too.
There’s nothing that we as parents can do really, until they themselves realise they have a problem and want to seek help.
CA and AA meetings are a good place to start.
In the meantime, take care of yourself and any others in the family.
Stay strong
Lx