[llouyoo]

am 37 years old .

i start taking it long time ago but once a year or six months

i had very big problem 3-4 years ago (losing all money ) have Depression and taking medicine dosnt make any filing its only anti depression .

seance 2 years when ever i have money for coc i bay it directly day and night .

usually people when they take it feel power talk too much go party .

My main problem is the effects

-cant talk to any one

-so stress and scaring from any thing i cant even answer the phone and make any sound at home .

-cant stop to finish coc and money and any wan i can take money from him .

now no one give me any money , surrounded by very big problems .

-can only make sex with girl know that im taking coc . or escort .

-even i feel am dying and there is coc i cant stop i call ambulance when i fell soooo

danger .

my questions is .

Haw i control my self or come down ?

haw to feel good when i take ? at least i can meet some one to enplane my problem to get help .. because when am out of coc i feel that i can stop its normal when i get money directly i call the dealer .

how to stop this all .

thanks .

[danman83]

Why would you wana feel good when you take it? The obvious problem is coke! Making you feel like this. You need find ways to stop!

[llouyoo]

i couldn’t stop

but when i dont have money i dont feel any thing and i feel i can control it

[danman83]

Delete all dealers numbers and block them

[llouyoo]

no way am in Berlin its full of dealers every were .

[danman83]

Well can you not get to any C A meetings?

[llouyoo]

what is C A meeting please inform me .

[danman83]

Its a cocaine anonymous meeting. Or alcholic one. Ill find one now for you.. you go and talk to others with the same situation as you. It helps people to quit and works.

[llouyoo]

thank you ill try to find

but i told you my problem is when im out of cocaine i feel its so easy and when im in i feel so guilty and stress ,

i need some thing make me down to talk or do any thing .

[danman83]

Here are some are they near you?

[danman83]

Frankfurt

Dienstag

20:00 – 21:00 Uhr

EMK (Kirche)

Merianplatz 13

60316 Frankfurt

[danman83]

Berlin

Montag

19:00 – 20:00 Uhr

Jungstraße 26

10247 Berlin Friedrichshain

[danman83]

Donnerstag

19:00 – 20:00 Uhr

Jüdisches Krankenhaus

Haus D

Heinz-Galinski-Str. 1

13347 Berlin

[danman83]

Your problem is not when your out of cocaine, your problem is cocaine!. And when you have no cocaine you go to a meeting and talk it relieves the stress..

You need to change your life around now, your normal daily routine has to stop!

Start at the gym.. go for walks, runs. Take up some new hobbies! Anything! Have a good think and write a daily plan and stick to.it.. ive took reading and im loving it!. Have faith and believe in yourself.

Your stuck in a rut and need to get out of it. New hobbies and a new routine will change your mindset. Trust me ive done it and i feel better and fresh!

You just need to get over that 1st hurdle. Take baby steps.. 1 step at a time.

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