It’s really difficult for me to write about this – all the feelings of shame it’s not something that is easy to share.
About a year ago my adult child son drugged me with the intention of raping me. I feel sick writing this. I woke up fortunately whilst I was being assaulted. I had not choice but to call the police as I have 2 younger children in the house.
I am waiting CPS to make a decision – there is lots of evidence such as video, written things. Recordings of other times I have no idea about.
My son has struggled with his mental health which has not been helped by drug use. Diagnosed with ADHD and Autism. I have tried so many times to get support.
I haven’t accessed support for myself as I have never heard of this happening from adult child to parent. It has totally shook up my world. I feel alone, that nothing will ever feel better.
I don’t know what I am asking on here other than maybe being validated anonymously. I can’t find what sort of groups I really fit into.
Thanks for reading if you got this far x