[georgie1410]

I’m so sorry Sabu – my partner died of alcoholism at the age of 46. He left me and my son aged 5 (he now has his own addictions and I feel like I am going through this again). I don’t know why we are being tested like this – but today I woke up with my body shaking, unable to catch my breath – totally in panic. Every morning is like this and I don’t know how to live with this anxiety for much longer – but I feel we must. Please stay strong and know that none of this is your fault – it sounds like your father has suffered from ‘poverty trauma’ which is a very real thing and you may want to read about this. My father also suffered from this and he was also an immigrant so we were very poor. Sending love and support.x

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