This is really hard,,,, I can’t explain my whole life story in a message, but right now,,, I am 47 yr old woman who generally has her ‘stuff’ together, and yet,,,, has been struggling with her drinking since last Oct,,,, 1st lockdown I sailed through,,,, (well I felt in control))))) this time round I feel out of control and I don’t like it. I can easily drink 2 bottles of Prosecco a day,,,,, get up and get on with it, and keep convincing myself that I am OK. This is not right is it? I don’t want sympathy,,,,,, I just wanna know that there is someone else out there who may be in the same boat as me.