Hi Jordan
Thanks for sharing your story and we’re so sorry to hear about what you have been and are currently going through which must be very difficult.
It’s really important that you speak to someone about how you’re feeling – you can call Samaritans on 116 123 (freephone), they are open 24/7.
Should you want more information on drug use, FRANK on 0300 123 6600 is a national helpline providing advice and information about drugs.
This forum is specifically for families that are impacted by someone else’s substance use, but there is another forum available for people to discuss their own experiences with drugs visit: https://www.reddit.com/r/drugs
Do stay well and take care.