[when-will-it-get-better]

Today is a bad day my husband has been drinking since 3pm yesterday afternoon.when we spoke to his counsellor the other day he said its not uncommon for someone who knows that rehab is round the corner to have these binges but I need to rant. today so far we have had stupid behaviour crying about how he is an idiot to finally arguing about how its my fault (which I know its not) and now falling asleep on the sofa probably now till tomorrow I have had to come into the garden so that I don’t have to look at him as when he is like this it is very hard to love him I really hope that his rehab works I know he wants it to because this is the last chance I haven’t kicked him out before because I know he would drink himself to death and probably start taking drugs again but this time I feel different and i know that in 6 months time either I will have my husband sober or I will be
A single parent either way life will be better than it is right now sorry if none of what I have written makes sense but just being able to get what I am feeling off my chest has made me feel better ???? xx

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