[kindredcoyote]

I really hope you are able to work a way out of this for yourself and your son, you deserve to be happy

[danman83]

Hope your ok klc, im im the same situation as your husband..

My story is.. for 8 years ive been having it on and off.. like once every couple of week just on a friday.

I realised i had a problem when i was having it on the house on my own. And how 1 bag can lead up to 2 3 or 4. My come downs off the coke had gone worse, it was making ke depressed and suicidal. And i even tried it at one point.

Coke makes you really depressed and suicidal. Its not good at all.

Ive got a gf and 3 kids and i realised i had to stop.

So about 3 year ago i got help. And quit for 3 month. Then since then ive just lapsed after lapse. But its cut down a hell of a lot.

This new year was my last straw. I quit for 2 month. But lapsed.. my gf wanted us go to a party but i said ill end up getting that. She said.. you will be fine.. but i wasnt..

Since then ive lapsed once a month.

Which is am on the right track.. i can not stand the stuff.. i hate it.. i wish i never took it.. th3 main trigger for coke is alcohol.. does you husband drink?

I deleted all my social media and took up hobbies. Its hard sticking to them.

But how often is your husband taking it? If hes in bed everyday all day.. is it everyday?

Does he still want to quit?. I can imagine what your going through. Its not fair on you or your son. If i can give any one advice on cocaine. It will be to dont ever touch the stuff! It ruins familys and is so addictive and a sneaky drug.

[hox]

I can understand fully all the emotions you are going through. Cocaine can ruin lives.

My ‘husband’ used to sniff the dreaded stuff staying out all hours and coming home drunk and high. The following day was wasted.

You made me smile about the food shopping. I hate food shopping but ‘husband’ always made it fun. In fact everything was fun before.

Now I feel anger like I’ve never known it. I could easily smash the house up. No word of a lie. I’m stressed, agitated and anxious all of the time. It has become a sad and lonely life.

I too hate seeing people enjoying their lives because we used to have a happy life. Now I resent ‘husband’ I thought I was cried out but over the last few days I’ve been wobbling. You are not alone, I know exactly how you are feeling.

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