Hi,
I’m sorry to read your post. If you would like some help maybe you’d like to try contacting us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people going through what you are with addiction in their family. We have trained and experienced people you could talk with who may help you to know what to do next.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.