So I haven’t posted on here in a long time but today things came to a head with me and partner and I asked him to leave. He’s gone to stay with his parents to give me some time to think about what I want. I don’t think he’s ever going to stop using because he doesn’t get the help he knows he needs. Every time he comes home and he’s on it a bit more of my love for him dies and it’s hard. So so hard. Just feel so alone right now because my friends and family try and help but they don’t understand really and how can they 🙁