Hi new here so apologies if this has been covered before.
I’m looking for help & advice to stop take coke, I’ve dabbled with it for years but was always a social thing and could take it or leave it, then went drug free for years after my son was born. The problem now is I’m currently going through a divorce so whole world has turned upside down which I’m trying to deal with, I’m with a new girl now who likes to party/socialise a fair bit and her n her friends use coke now and then which made me rediscover my liking for coke.
Amongst all the divorce stuff I’m dealing with I’m also dealing with getting to know a new partner and adjusting to a new life, as my partner works away a lot I’ve found myself in situations where I’m home alone n got no plans to see Friends or family so started thinking about having a coke sesh on my own.
Cut a long story short I’m sort of in a routine now where I’m having benders for 2-3days every time she is away. My partner is aware of a few occasions which she didn’t like as worried for me but I’m now hiding it from her.
As with any addiction I don’t want it to cause big issues with my life.