[jlbrkme]

Just joined because I need to get this off my chest. My bf is an addict. Been with him about a year. My kids love him, they aren’t his biological kids but he’s been so loving and good to them. He helps get them ready for school, picks them up from the bus when he’s not working, cleans their room, plays with them, makes them laugh. Their bio father walked out on them a few years back and was never really a present dad. But I think I need to leave him because he can’t stop doing drugs. He goes a couple weeks then will leave the house at 2 and comes back at midnight still messed up. He promises he won’t do it again but I know it will happen again. When he’s not on drugs, he’s nearly perfect. But when he is, the next 4 days he’s a weird edgy miserable person. I’m pregnant with his child and don’t think I can go through with it. My heart hurts, and I feel so guilty for bringing him into my kids lives, letting them love him like a father, just to have to take it away.

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