Hi RosesHT36,
Welcome to the Forum, a great starting point for you to chat with other people in similar situations.
I am the Mum of an addict (alcohol and cocaine), it’s like living in hell, I’m sure you can relate to that. The thing is every time I read about the people taking alcohol and cocaine they are all the same, starting the arguments, lying, just doing what they want with no thought of what they are doing to the people around them, and I think because they are addicts, they really don’t care, it’s very sad.
It is an illness, but unfortunately they are the only ones that can decide that they have a problem and really want to do something about it, until then it’s going round in circles.
Take care of yourself first, it affects us all in different ways. You could talk to the Icarus Trust, they would know exactly what you are going through, never think that you are on your own. I find this site great to read other other people’s stories.
Keep in touch on here.
Take care.
Dx