I am stuck in a cycle of self destruction. I cant stop myself from drinking which leads to cocaine. If its not that its spending money I don’t have – ive self excluded from gambling sites because I cant control that either. I’ve lost everything 3 times before and nobody will bail me out if I do it again – ive already ran up debts again after my girlfriend cleared them. I dont know how to stop my behaviour, my will power is awful. Even tonight I ended up taking cocaine home on my own – having been late to work because I did the same last night. I need help