Hi, been married for 24 years, for the first 15 years my husband was an addict of everything, smack, speed, you name it, somehow I got through it, he stabilised on a maintenance methadone script and for years apart from one or two one night relapses was okay, suddenly after weeks of extreme outside stress for him he has gone on a crack and smack bender, I can’t reach him, I can’t cope, my world feel like it’s been blown away, I search the internet for help night after night, and there are no meetings at all near me, I don’t know what to do