So sorry to read your sad post. If you would like some help dealing with your partner’s addiction please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports people who are dealing with addiction in their family. One of our specially trained and experienced Family Friends would talk with you if you get in touch which may be of some help to you.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org.
All the best to you.