[tjphillips]

So here I am again hating myself for once again using coke after I swore yet again like I do every single week I’ll never touch it again I’m 46 years old for God sake!! I remember the first time I ever tried it I’d just split from my husband my kids dad I was 36 ! I was invited to a house party n thought why not …every weekend since I have done it I drink then crave it my partner is exactly the same but he dsnt see it as a problem I hate the amount of money I spend and owe every week and how I could have spent it on my kids dont get me wrong they’ve never gone without n always had the best I could get but I could have done alot more I’m a selfish bitch and absolutely disgusted in me ! I just cant seem to break the cycle even though I hate the stuff so much ????

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