[natasha21]

Hi mengdie, I’m truly sorry ???? actually heartbreaking reading your story, relating to so many things throughout the different paragraphs and then the death bit,oh my god I absolutely feel for you because you still loved him but Don’t feel guilty in anyway because you tried to help him.i often say to my husband you will od and die from it( he’s reaction, oh well) how selfish I say when you have 4 grown up boys, and they will have to Bury you knowing you did this to yourself. Selfish thats why they are addicts, and obviously it’s not called the devil’s drug for nothing. Sending you lots of love xxx

[mengdie]

Thanks for the kind words. Fortunately, I do not feel guilt. Probably every other emotion other than that!

That “oh well” sounds familiar. Just can’t stop that train.

Love back at you!!!

[mammyessex]

Very sorry for your loss the addiction doesn’t just effect them it poisons every one around them too and it has devastating effects ???? they make a deal with the devil and just don’t care after that x

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