Hi, hope someone can relate to this. My husband of 36 years is a troubled drinker, an alcoholic. He has always had problems with alcohol with periods of abstinence , only weeks but still abstinence. This has caused so many problems over the years, but i have always kept things going. I have never been a drinker, but now no longer drink at all and haven’t for about 15 years. I hate being around alcohol and people who drink or are drunk.
I shy away from social gatherings with him, as I am so worried he will embarrass me, so we have no shared friends.
But….. believe it or not I do still love him. I can not throw him out, I feel this is not an option, so please don’t suggest this….. just hear me x