I empathise as my partner started off recreational use that I became aware of and then progressed to a regular habit. Since lockdown it has gone out of control… it’s literally like living in a movie or something.
Mine is only nice to me when high and even then he is not always that nice. The rest of the time he is very Jekyll and Hyde and I walk on eggshells.
I can completely understand. Lockdown has played a huge part on it all but it’s still no excuse in my eyes. I’ve only managed 9 years of the chaos have 2 beautiful boys and on the edge of leaving their dad because I cannot mentally cope anymore.
I totally agree, lockdown isnt an excuse, he thinks every day is a weekend. He was supposed to go back to work today but has gone on the sick.
I rang a place for help for him 4 week ago and they still havent been in touch, he really does want help but I suppose actions speak louder than words.
He cant even get out of bed unless hes had a line it’s awful!