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I have probably spent about 3 grand on weed the past few years yet I have never touched the horrible stuff myself!

From the second I met my partner when I was 14, I knew he was the one for me, we didn’t get together until we left school and we went our separate ways, all of his friends smoker cannabis and I was a bit naive to think it’s just how they have fun he’ll grow out of it.

I’ve been with my partner for 5 years now and it’s gotten to the point we argue about cannabis every single day I hate it and his addiction is so bad. It has gotten to the point I actually want him to smoke it because with out it he is horrible! He’s rude and aggressive he says such nasty things and just flies off the handle for no reason to the point he’s screaming at me. He borrows money he never pays back and I must look like I’m being walked over but sometimes he gets so upset and says he wants to quit and he hates who he is and he wishes he didn’t do it. Yet when I try and help him and find places that can help he flips out and says he can’t do it!

I know I should leave him until he gets his head sorted but I’m scared of what he will do to himself. I try and be strong and not give him the money but he goes so unhappy or angry and I can’t cope with it.

Cannabis is absolutely ruining my life and I resent it so much. If I leave him I think he will only get worse and end up hurting himself.

I don’t know what to do.

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