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My younger brother has a drug abuse problem. It’s been going on for awhile now. Steadily getting worse and worse. He has depression and PTSD. He uses this as an excuse to always take his drugs. Me and my mum don’t sleep. We’re always up in the night with him. Picking him up off the floor. Dragging him to the toilet. Making sure he doesn’t hurt himself when he falls. Now he’s getting seizures. But it’s not stopping him. He had 2 seizures in a row yesterday and now tonight he’s off his face again. He actually pissed on my mum tonight. I’m completely disgusted with him. I just feel such disappointment and anger towards him. He’s killing himself and he doesn’t seem to care. He had a seizure in my arms. I thought he was dying. I’ve never felt pain like it. But he still takes drugs. We can’t cope anymore and there’s no one to talk to about it.

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