[nailahbutterfly]

My fiance is a coke and heroin addict. I didn’t know this when we first met. Just thought he was an addictions counselor not an addict himself. He relapsed mid last year and after a 2 month hole, he was clean for almost 3 months until today. I have no idea what to do. I honestly don’t know how people deal with the stress of all of this. I don’t know if I can live and build a life with someone who can relapse anytime. When he is clean he is the best partner truly. We have a beautiful relationship but how can it be sustained knowing he struggles and can relapse anytime? I try to look at it like cancer but that doesn’t help today really. I honestly last time cried a lot and felt like a part of me had died. This time I don’t feel that way but I don’t know how to respond when he comes home.

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