I have found that I drink a lot more recently and I can’t just have a couple I get greedy and go overboard I usually end up not coming home I make a fool of myself I’m loud and not a nice person to be around
I have the best boyfriend I could ask for and 3 beautiful children and alcohol is affecting every aspect of my life I feel so much guilt for the way I have behaved I have done a lot I regret and I really want to knock it on the head and be a better mother and girlfriend as I feel I’m not when i drink I have also got to the point where im not remembering a lot or putting myself in dangerous situations