Hi Game2.0
Thanks for posting again. It does sound like you are having a difficult time, and it’s important that you speak to someone about it and get some help.
You can speak with Childline for free on 0800 1111. Everything you say will be treated confidentially.
Getting the right support can have a really positive impact, and make you feel much better.
Feel free to email us at admin@adfam.org.uk for information about other support that is available.
Best wishes,
Adfam