I am my mothers only daughter, she has 3 children. Me and my 2 older brothers. She left us for alcohol.
I am now 25 and she left us when I was 8, when I was younger I never really understood what was going on when it all happened. Every single day of my life for the last 17 years I’ve questioned why I am not good enough for my mum, I don’t hate her but I can’t help wondering. There are so many things I can’t help thinking about and I am so miserable because of it. I have friends who have lost parents so it makes me grateful to still have mine but I can’t help but not want to talk about how I feel, am I alone?