Hey mate sorry just see this, please don’t feel like you have no one to talk to. You have made the first step in admitting you have a problem which is a good thing your now able to see quite clearly what it’s doing to your life. Do you want to stop because if your not 100% it will be very hard to quit. There is a lovely bloke called Danman on here please read he’s posts he’s in recovery from cocaine addiction and he’s insight may be so helpful to you. Do you know of C.A they hold meetings and to help people wanting to stop you can find them online type C.A meetings where to find. If your unsure about that your GP is another good place to start.