[itsme1234]

I’ve been with my partner a year passed November.. I knew he took cocaine when we got together but told me if it was just the odd night out.. he then had nights at his friend when they would just sit in the house and do it while playing darts etc but he stayed there as I didn’t want him around when he was on it.. then 3 months in I fell pregnant so I told him I wanted it all to stop he promised me.. I had a feeling he was taking it at work but never said anything. Then along came out little girl in October. I started noticing things blowing his nose all the time when he came in from work his skin was a different tone much whiter,dry mouth, blowing nose again with blood in it, and always chewing gum in his work jacket pocket. He denied it.. then about a month ago I found straws in his car and the powder on his seat he denied it again I had tatsted the powder so I knew… it all came out he had a problem with it. He swore he would stop.. I was meant to be in charge in money he was meant to change his number and that’s not happened..

I’ve now noticed over last few days he has told me he feels unwell after work (he doesn’t get home till 12.15am) I’ve just found the 3 packets of chewing gum in the jacket pocket.. I am so paranoid I have 3 other children from a previous marriage and a 4 month old baby. He is due money out for drugs from before he met me (I knew about none of this until recently and supposedly up at court for theft from a previous job) my heads up my backside he swears he isn’t taking it anymore but I don’t know what to do

He got a message on his phone just before Xmas supposedly it goes to loads of people asking if he wanted anything pills, sweets, cocaine for over Xmas and new year said he got them occasionally but wasn’t just for him.. when I seen his history it was full of porn. I don’t know if he would cheat but you just never know

[icarus-trust]

Hi

I’m sorry to hear about your problems with your partner’s cocaine habit.

If you would like to speak with someone who would understand what you are dealing with please contact us at The Icarus Trust.

We are a charity that offers help and support to families affected by drugs and alcohol. If you get in touch one of our Family Friends, our experienced trained people, would talk with you and tell you what support we could offer to you and possibly you partner.

You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website on http://www.icarustrust.org

Good luck.

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