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I joined months ago but never posted. Suppose I was denial. So myself and my partner are both 47 and been together 15 months. We live together but if I’d have known he was a coke addict I’d have never have gone near him. But I suppose love is blind. He earns over 2 grand a month as a joiner and out of that he only gives me £500 for rent food bills etc . He doesn’t have to pay for his car insurance as it’s on works trade so all the rest goes up his nose. He can be so loving and sweet but just lately his paranoia is off the scale. Asking who I’m talking to and basically accusing me of not been faithful. I’ve never looked at another man. He’s always at his mates and not coming home while 2 or 3 am and has to get up for work at 8. He’s a joiner and the amount he earns he could have lovely life. We haven’t even decorated or got carpets down as I can’t afford them. Then on a weekend he sleeps it all so we don’t do a thing. I love him so much but I’m drained x

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