Well the bitch best friend is back ,he jumped out his bed this morning gave me a call ,then called me this afternoon he with her out having lunch and getting a drink they’ve been shopping all the things he can’t do with me , so anyway fair enough then he calls an hour ago they sitting in a pub taking coke he had even given her a free gram lol I can’t even get a box of chocolates, seemingly they trying to find a dealer to get more ,I’m sat here absolutely raging wishing nothing but badness on her hoping she takes a bad bag , and this is not the person I an he is destroying everything good about me I have written a it’s done text about 40 times now and just can’t seem to send it , I hate the hold she and coke have over him , I won’t hear from him now cos they will be partying all night , I hate life right now I hate that I love him I hate taht I ever met him
