Thank you for sharing and you shouldn’t blame yourself for trying to support your friend. You have made a big and brave decision so if you would like some help for yourself we at the Icarus Trust would welcome your contact. We are a charity supporting people affected by a friend or family member’s addiction. If you would like to get in touch one of our trained and experienced Family Friends would talk with you if you think that would help you to move forward.
You can get in touch on contact@icarustrust.org
All the best.