Hi I have battled with drugs and alcohol for 40 years but kept it to myself,until I met my now ex.He used my weekness for his controlwas a very violent man,the weaker I got the stronger he got.He took my addiction to make money and bought large quantie off my addiction and then phoned the police,i was arrested and I now could go to jail.Ihad 3 years off hell with this man.Iam for first time getting help and hopefully go to rehab.I feel very alone and lost,.The reason I want to share if anyone is addicted to drugs or alcohol please get help and get strong and never look back.Pick up the phone I have met lovely people who I so wish I had years ago,do it today because it does destroy your life,